Sad Day

So I managed to survive another round of layoffs... Its always so rough to see people you work with everyday go. I didnt even know this one was coming today. But I am thankful for the people who watch over me and keep me protected. These are the times when you want to go home and just talk about it with someone you love, like your man, I will go home to my bear... the bear that I will burn to ashes by the end of this week. LOL. Well, even more of a reason for me to be out! All this chaos in my life is happening all at once, so that I can go away and be able to dust everything off and come back BRAND NEW. I am so thankful that I still remain employed and so thankful that I have my family and thankful that I am out in just a couple of days!!! xoxo

Sound Off

Haven't written much lately- I haven't been in a great place these past two days and I have no one to blame but myself.. which sucks even more. I made decisions that unfortunately weren't the right ones and because of this- I'm dying inside. I should have walked away a long time ago, ignored the calls, ignored the pleas, ignored the lies. But I didn't, and now I sit here, shell shocked not knowing how I got to this place. The truth always comes out and I think that's something everyone should realize, it always catches up to you. Karma is real and proven and when you place so much hurt and pain on someone for no reason, just selfish reasons, know that you will be paid back for it, in more ways than one. My thinking right now is a little irrational, but I cant act on emotion, I have to think about consequences and I am so much better than that. I know better. I haven't slept for two days straight, my tummy is getting bigger and bigger and vacation cant come soon enough. Come Thursday I will be in a better place- physically/emotionally. What doesn't kill me makes me stronger. I'm just not sure how many more beatings I have to take for this to be all over. . This whole situation is gross- disgusting-repulsive.

Stripper Mom?

So Nadya aka OctoMom has just revealed that she was a topless dancer... for ONE day. Right. She said once she learned that she had to give lap dances she turned down the job! This lady is such a hot mess, she even fired her nannies! Who is going to help her now?

This is what the National Enquirer is reporting:

"I had not even kissed a boy. But I entered a dance/lingerie contest in a club near my home. I danced and paraded in lingerie. Then, when I was 19, I went to a gentleman's club and performed as a topless dancer. But I only did it one night. I quit when I found out I was expected to perform lap dances on the customers."

Dont Jinx It!!!

So Kim K (one of my faves) - isn't even engaged to her hot ass man, Reggie Bush yet, but she is already having meetings with designer Vera Wang! Damn, talk about being thirsty! That girl doesn't know it, but she's about to jinx herself... unless there is something that we don't know... hmmm... can she already be engaged??? Stay tuned!

Ban the Brazilian?

New Jersey is trying to put a ban on the Brazilian Wax!!! Are they serious? So they are now trying to tell us how we should mow our own lawn? Who does that? You want us to walk around looking crazy? Leave us alone! Say no to Bush!!! LMAO!

Read the article below- Crazy
http://www.google.com/hostednews/ap/article/ALeqM5hYJA5QKwvKKvIytyaA3Jo2635SggD9719Q1G3

Moving on up....

Seems like the economy hasn't affected Mariah Carey in any way, word is that she made an offer on one of the most expensive mansions in the US~ 125 Million dollars!!! Nick Canon did good for himself...

So Sad...

Natasha Richardson's family took her off life support yesterday after being brain dead. This is so scary, the fact that she fell, got up, was smiling and fine for about an hour, and then everything changed, and now shes gone, leaving behind her actor husband, Liam Neeson and 2 children. This is why we have to live each day to the fullest and make sure that we tell the people we love how much they mean to us. Tomorrow is NEVER GUARANTEED, we must not take it for granted. I always make sure I tell my mom that I love her everyday, my family and when I was with someone, I would tell him too much! But... Its never too much, when they might not be here tomorrow...

RIP