to some things, and I know people deal with loss in very different manners. I just thought it was so weird that Joe Jackson and Janet Jackson would show up at the awards. 3 days after your brother passed, you are going to an award show? I understand that it was a tribute to him and all,but damn, to be around all that music and madness and people? They couldve even sent in a video or something. I don't know. I find it almost disrespectful in a way, but everyone has their own beliefs/likings and maybe. Maybe you just don't know how you would deal until you are in that situation, that family has always been in the limelight, so maybe its something they "needed" to do, like protocol or something? Either way, not only the "music" world but the world in whole lost a beautiful soul, and no matter how tainted his life was, he gave us happiness through his music, and happiness is not something that many know how to give or even offer.
R.I.P Michael Jackson
Did everyone get to watch them? If not, you didnt miss much, granted they had to pull together a "brand new" show in 48 hours because of Michael's passing. I watched the whole show and a little of the after show and just have a few comments:
Beyonce's performance getup- did she wear that on her wedding night too? Does she really think she looks like a "virgin"? What exactly is she trying to portray? The song is Ave Maria and Angel, why did she have a wedding gown on, AND a crown? Besides that- she is amazing and so beautiful even with minimal makeup.
Jamie Foxx- He did okay, but I felt he was just a little disrespectful, almost making light of MJ's passing in some instances. BUT he can sing, boy can he sing. He did a beautiful job with I'll be there.
Alicia Keys- WOW- she looked amazing and is so well spoken, she inspires me.
Lil Mama- the girl who sings "lip gloss is poppin"- well, I do truly believe she is older than 35, her skin is saggy, she just looks so raggedy and old... i dunno
Ginuwine- I was talking to my boy about him all night, I cant get enough of him. He still looks like his pony days. He was there with his wife, Sole, who looked like she swallowed 3 golfballs(yes, I'm hating on her,lol)
Jay Z- Why cant I find my own J? Wait... thats not what I mean, I meant, a good dude, could have any initial,lol, ya know, I'll be his C... I love him and Beyonce together :)
Kanye and Amber- Whatever rocks your boat K- Just remember she was a stripper... they DO know how to pick up the loose money and go! Picking that paper up quick off the floor.
I didnt see Chris Brown or RiRi, but word is that Jay Z told BET that is they let CB perform, he or Beyonce werent taking the stage. Damn, talk about blacklisting a dude.
getting over my swine flu(yes, I took it upon myself to diagnose it). I woke up so happy today! Weather is FINALLY getting a little better AND its my last day of work, next week I'm on furlough and I cant wait to just relax. I had a great Wednesday, networked, went bowling and ended up a cigar lounge, had such a good time. And the wierdest thing happened to me... I was driving home on 17, and all of a sudden my truck gets hit with something, so I get in my driveway and theres and egg dripping down the trunk! HAHA, my car got egged!! Who does that? Really? It was so random... Def gonna wash my truck this weekend, maybe even con agua bendita! ;)
I'm going to the primas house today, have a couple drinks, ok fine, more than a couple, eat a little, looking forward to some yummy Chinese today!!! Catch up on the bullshit of our everyday life.
I finally feel like things are coming together. Its amazing the good things that come to you once you allow yourself to be blessed and be part of something so much bigger than yourself.
Happy Friday!
Xoxo
This entry is about nothing... I'm just sick as hell, allergies turned into the swine flu...
For the first time in my life I truly believe I am a pig
My blood vessels popped because I hate coughing in front of people so now I look like a Colombian on crack, eyes all bloodshot, looking pale and yellow from so much medicine...
2 more days till I get some rest, I cant wait for my "staycation" a week of not doing sh*t, how sweet life is. I don't have anything planned, but not having to get up early and schlep my ass to work will be funatabulous. It better be nice weather too, bc I plan on heading to some lakes/beaches, get acquainted with Earth again,try to get it together...
Happy Wednesday all!!!
xoxo
Start saving that paycheck! The most exclusive tour is coming our way...
LADY GAGA & KANYE WEST
They are both doing it together and will be doing sets together. WOW-
This show should be amazing! I'll update with more info on when soon...
that's what I am... Ok, okay, let me stop, lol.
I had an audition on Wednesday for a radio gig (don't want to give too much away right now)- so I go in (by myself) and theres girls all dolled up, face painted, friends tagging along. I felt a certain kind of way bc I went on my own, but c'mon who goes to an audition with someone?
So-I go in, looking how I look everyday, regular and fly, haha... funny but true (I had on my new Dior lip gloss from Saks the day before,lol) I tried talking to some of the chicks there and they were not trying to have it- intimidation is a bitch. Giving me, as my girl would say, "elevator eyes"!
The audition was on camera and with a famous singer from the bachata group "Aventura" - he was real down to earth, and kinda cute...
Needless to say I killed it.
If I don't get this, I know its rigged! LOL
Anyway, I stayed with everyone at the station and got all their contact info, it was great, became bff's with the photographer(you know how I do!) taking pics all night! Even going out to lunch with him next week!
They spoke about me for like 10minutes on air yesterday and are all rooting for me. They were a great group and definitely keeping in touch no matter what.
This is what I do, this is what I love...
Should be getting the pics today, stayed tuned...
and wish me good luck!
xoxo Eve
I had an event on Tuesday at Saks and it was so wonderful! Jennifer Weiner was our guest speaker and we all received a copy of her new book, Certain Girls. She was so funny and really uplifting. She signed all our books too, she wrote on mine "You rock!"- so funny.
While we were there, Dior was there doing makeovers and I got mine, which was really nice, but that whole foundation thing is a bit much, we had champagne (yes, like 6 glasses) and crabcakes, my favorite,yum...
The best part of it all was a 15% discount card for the day, woohoo!
Left the event and walked around Rockefeller Center for a while, watched people looking so happy, it was beautiful out, so I definitely enjoyed the walk.
It was such a nice night and event. Love being around people with the same interests/goals...
www.nywici.org
Check back for the pics!
You repulse me.
Fuck your lies.
Now I look at you
And hate lights up my eyes.
Love subsides.
Keep pulling this shit
Not tired yet?
It’s a waste of time.
I'll never believe you.
Your words mean nothing.
Like shattered glass
It’s only good for cutting.
So go cut yourself
Next time you think of me.
All the lies you told
You've made my heart bleed.
My days filled with calamity
I gave you my trust
I gave you my soul
You've mutilated all that
Never to see it again in your lifetime.
Sorry clown
You've crossed the thin line.
So much has been said
Little has been heard
But nothing ever forgotten.
To forgive you this time
Just not an option.
I’ve had all I can take
No more pretend
Its time for me to be strong
The bullshit has come to end.
